going crazy

Tuesday, November 30, 2004

I will not fail

I will not fail. I will not fail. I will not fail. How many times do I need to say this before I really wont fail?Stupid school and failing classes.I mean I will not fail.

Thursday, November 18, 2004


I am so excited Sara comes tomorrow and it going to be a party the whole time she is here. I am staying at MV because you all talked me into it.I love you all so much. anyway. I think asay is going to be one of the happiest people tomorrow.(anyone want to bet against that?) another great thing is that mid term is coming up which means we are almost down with this term. YES!!!!!!! I am thinking that good things do happen but sometimes you have to go through the bad times just to get to the good ones. I am extremely happy about good times though.

Oh anyone in drama 4 if anyone complains about the part that they got just dont listen to them. Those S.A. scenes are so cool. I am way excited to do them and so are a lot of other people.I think that they might be funner then the one acts but I could be wrong. *sifty eyes*

Anyway I hope everyone is having as good and day as I am. If you aren't I hope things get way better for you really fast and dont forget I am here for you. I love you all...... bye bye

Friday, November 12, 2004

Help me please

Alright so I have a little problem. I am trying to figure out if I should change schools or stay where I am. Right now it is kind of hard to stay because I don't feel like I fit in at all anywhere in our school. I was thinking by going to a new school I might have a chance to fit in. I am so confused on what I should do and I can't seem to figure it out. I know I have wonderful friends where I am at right now. ARG everything is so confusing to me. I am sorry if I made anyone feel bad at all.

Thursday, November 04, 2004

Where do I belong?

has anyone ever felt like they don't belong anywhere at all when they are stuck in one place? That is really how I feel right now and I wish I could figure out away to get out of here. I find Utah to be more of a nice place to visit, not to live in your whole life. (that is such a long time) Shmoo can I go with you? maybe I will sneak away for a little bit. Midge come with me (or anyone else who wants to)