going crazy

Wednesday, September 28, 2005

do things for others

I noticed something today. I noticed that what some people say are really true. that when you are so focused on trying to make other people around you feel better and try to do more for them you forget yourself. Today I really saw that. I wanted to just make emily's day just alittle better and so I tried to figure out what I could get her to make her feel better. so I thought and because I was so focused on that I didn't notice that I felt sick. I was able to forget that I didn't feel good. all I wanted to do was make people around me happy. I'm not even really sure if I did that but I tried and for some reason it helped me. It felt wonderful to not think about how I felt sick and how much I just wanted to curl up in a ball. I really want to be able to do that every day. I want to focus more on helping people more. I don't feel like I do it enough and so I want to try harder. so this is me asking if there is anything I can do for anyone to make them happy? if you guys need anything at all please tell me and I will try my best to help you.