going crazy

Tuesday, January 10, 2006

Going Under and this is how I feel

Going Under
Now I will tell you what I've done for you
50 thousand tears I've cried
Screaming deceiving and bleeding for you
And you still won't hear me
Don't want your hand this time I'll save myself
Maybe I'll wake up for once
Not tormented daily defeated by you
Just when I thought I'd reached the bottom
I'm dying again

I'm going under
Drowning in you
I'm falling forever
I've got to break through
I'm going under

Blurring and stirring the truth and the lies
So I don't know what's real and what's not
Always confusing the thoughts in my head
So I can't trust myself anymore
I'm dying again

I'm going under
Drowning in you
I'm falling forever
I've got to break through

So go on and scream
Scream at me I'm so far away
I won't be broken again
I've got to breathe - I can't keep going under

-Evanescence, Going Under

8 Comments:

  • At 7:02 PM, Blogger Marisa of the Sea said…

    Good song... Mette, I love you so much and things will get better soon. Just keep your head above water.

     
  • At 7:59 PM, Blogger The Short One said…

    I AM COMING TO YOUUU...if not this week for forever...then next week for the weekend.

     
  • At 8:14 PM, Blogger kikkoBEAM said…

    I FEEL LIKE IM NEVER COMING.
    jealousy!!!!!!!!

    -glare-

    im mad.

    you'll be better. things will get better. your much to pretty for things to remain icky.

    and im standing by that.

     
  • At 11:28 PM, Blogger The Short One said…

    sara...if i had a car, i would totally drive up to canada and pick you up to come see mette with me!!!

    but alas...i am car-less, and kind of homeless...and very VERY poor.

    dangit.

     
  • At 10:43 AM, Blogger michelprehiem7806 said…

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  • At 2:47 PM, Blogger kikkoBEAM said…

    frig, i gots a car.
    id pick you up! but i dont know where you are.

    and i dont know how to get to utah.

    and i dont have money.

    or time.


    i need like, everything. i should have asked for that for christmas.
    directions, money, and time.

    yes....thats it.

     
  • At 5:51 AM, Blogger Brynifred said…

    How do you wrap directions? Do you stick them in an envelope? Or encase then in a huge, misleading box?

    How do you wrap time? Do you use a watch symbolically? Just curious.

     
  • At 3:33 PM, Blogger kikkoBEAM said…

    i dont know. im not entirely sure. you'd probably get it at the same place you buy money.
    maybe thats why i didnt ask for it.
    METTE!
    i miss you i miss you i miss you
    i miss you i miss you i miss you

    i miss you 1000x that and it kills me every time i think about it

    we shouldn't be seperated for that long.
    we shouldnt be seperated period.
    there are so many memories that i wish existed between us growing up, so much that sometimes i fabricate them to give my mind a rest from wanting them so bad.

    stupid living in a different country.
    we should create our own country in the middle called "CAMERICA" and we can live there a long with any other people who wish for peace and not a lot of distance between canada and the US.
    i like it.

    i like yOUUUU!
    hahahahhaa

    im going to work. on a sunday. POOEY.
    till 11pm.
    even more POOEY.
    good thing i dont have to be at school until 1!
    YAYAYAYAYAYAYAY

    your the coolest and the best, and wish for me to write a good essay so i can come see you with prize money.
    OH and anyone thats a good editor, let me enlist you to read it when im done to see if it sucks and to give me advice!

     

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