going crazy

Wednesday, August 31, 2005

hold me

I started to think about everything that has been going on in the world today. What I realized is that I am really scared of whats out there. so many unbelieveable things have been happening in our nation. I can't believe the types of things people are doing. everyone should be trying to help all these poor people that have lost their homes and familys. I wish there was something more that I could do but I'm just one person, how can I make a difference? at least this time around I can admit that I am scared of whats to come. all I really want is just for someone to hold me and let me know that everything is going to be alright........ Is that possible?


  • At 8:37 PM, Blogger thesexyswede said…

    *holds* everything will be alright....yes...

  • At 10:09 AM, Blogger wheatable said…

    One person makes all the differance.

    So if you want something different- be that one person.

  • At 4:03 PM, Blogger thesexyswede said…

    Hoff has a point. One person makes all the difference. God works in small ways.

    You may not know it, but you have influenced more people for the better than you will ever know. You have made the difference in someone's life in a huuuge way, and because of that, because of what they have learned from you, they go out into the world to do the same.

  • At 9:54 PM, Blogger Button said…

    I've helped someone? how come I don't know about this? who is this person?

  • At 11:07 PM, Blogger thesexyswede said…

    We usually don't know who we've influenced, but oh it happens, whether you know it or not. so just continue being the lovable little button you are and you'll make a difference. :D

  • At 12:17 AM, Blogger that lisa girl said…

    you've helped me, hun! yay for button, cuz she's cool and helps peeps. yes. I luff you! *holds too* everything WILL be alright.

    ... because jessy and I have BOTH got you!

  • At 10:51 AM, Blogger Jaimbo said…

    mette i know we arent that close anymore but know im ALWAYS here for u. i havent been the greatest friend but i truly am glad i met u. your the best. if your ever feeling lonely or rejected know there is one person who will always be there no matter what (u taught me this). god. anyway i love u and im not the only one that does.

  • At 8:47 PM, Blogger shamae said…

    you always end your blogs with lingering questions.... it makes me do this ... o.0 .... but I do that all the time anyway.

  • At 8:48 PM, Blogger shamae said…

    oh and on the subject, this world is so incredibly fucked up and scary. We all just have to rally together, because you know, we really CAN make a difference. a big one. We can change this world. uuuh HUH

  • At 11:33 PM, Blogger Button said…

    Shmoo I miss you so much. I have to figure away to get out there to see you because I'm going insane without you. come back to me I love you and miss you

  • At 8:35 PM, Blogger kikkoBEAM said…

    yep the world is pretty much a scary place.
    gosh - and i never even knew the truth... or rather the depths of that truth until i stepped out into the world on my own.

    so yep, their crap. and yep, lots of people that are too lazy to do anything about it.
    but one person can make the difference.

    freak - that sounds totally cliche... but its true.

    and if one person can make the difference... imagine what a "rally" (**thanks for the word shamae) could do.

    HECK.... thats just insane.

    and ill hold you. dont you worry your pretty little head. as soon as i come down we'll spoon.

    i am SO excited.

  • At 11:56 PM, Blogger shamae said…

    YES! Spooning is God's gift to humanity. SPOONING! YES!

  • At 10:32 PM, Blogger The Short One said…


    I mean...uhh..spooning....riiight.



    Shamae...will you spoon with me?

  • At 8:11 AM, Blogger wheatable said…

    Guess what Button? I think you owe it to yourself to see what you can do. I think everyone owes to Mette to show her or at least tell her how much she has helped you personally... then once you see a glimpse of how bloody influential you are without even trying- you will see that you can conquer the world.

    If you want something changed- you would be surprised at how powerful one really is.

    For one, I will be behind you one hundred percent whatever you decide to do with this power of one.

    I don’t mean to sound cheesy, but seriously everyone just needs a reason to do good and then they need a leader. The reason is there, now everyone is just looking for a leader. Isn’t it true? Don’t you just want someone to be like, oh guess what? I am doing this project thing to help people out, will you help me?

    Yea so Mette I guess I will start (and everyone better follow) and tell Mette how she has influenced me. I will give only ONE example of the many that I have.

    Yea, so pretty much do you remember that one day we went to the library for Shakespeare? Not only were you my lovely partner who saved my ass, but that day in the library you were my savior. I cant really explain it or go into detail, but it seamed that everyone was kinda turning on me. I had two really good friends who had grown out of me and that morning I had got into yet another fight with my mom. I’m not saying BLA I WAS GONNA KILL MYSELF- no… it was just a shitty day. I barely knew you and we had so much fun that day. It really gave me a smile that lasted weeks and weeks. That smile gave me something I didn’t know that I had in me. So… thank you. Oh, and thank you for saving my ass with that report.

    You have a devoted forever friend in me because of that one simple gesture.


  • At 4:44 PM, Blogger kikkoBEAM said…

    sweet buttered potatoes!
    its like tell-mette-how-wonderful-she-is day!!

    ok.... hmmm a good one

    you know what? before i start... i will bet you a million dollars (even though i spent all my freakin money on textbooks... grr college.... ) that every single person that tries to come up with one thing that you did to influence them... they'll have to pick from a bunch and it will take them like 10 minutes to come up with their favourite.

    so here goes my ten minutes...

    your lucky you dont acutally have to wait this ten minutes man... gosh

    Remember the day before i moved back here to alberta? And i had both my university chemistry and universitiy calculus exam on the next day? and i still hadn't packed?
    Whew.... stress like nothing ive ever felt before.
    But you walked me through it! you gave me specific instructions on how to handle myself!
    everyone else just said i would be fine... which of course i would be
    but still

    you took the time to tell me what i should study, when to take breaks, and when to pack.
    and i even went to bed at a decent hour, got everything did.
    and did good on those exams to boot.

    AND you were in a totally different country, on the other side of the continent.

    freak mette, if i had done bad on those... i wouldnt BE in college... and i would have missed my plane... AHH

    really, you were such an amazing friend/person to do that.

    you have one of the sweetest hearts of anyone ive ever met and i feel blessed to have you in my life.

    and i am coming back to spoon.
    you can count on it.

    smile darlin!

  • At 7:30 PM, Blogger The Short One said…

    Ooookay...this is like the fifteenth time I've come back here and attempted to write my contribution...but I just can't pick one...

    So...I'm going to write SOMETHING....and then stop fretting over it.

    Mariette...you have been one of my best friends...ever.

    I remember that one day, about a year ago, that you and Sara and Jake and Cameron and Mike and I were all at the Asay cabin and I just felt so...left out. That was my first and only encounter with Sara. I didn't know you. But you guys all knew each other and completely ignored me. (yes...iiii know....this is supposed to make you feel good...don't worry...I'm getting to a point..........I think...)

    So...that night will forever remain in my memory as....well....sucky. But I tried to make the best out of it and not be negative. I didn't think you and I would ever become friends. Especially after that...

    A few weeks later...you were walking down the hall and saw me and magically knew my name and told me that you had added me on msn. I just...didn't know what to say. I thought that chance at a new friendship wasn't possible. You gave me hope, because you saw something in me, I guess.

    Since then...every time I talk to you...I just get happier. I guess it's just the mere fact that you are my friend that has helped me. Even if you just let me vent because it was a hard day, you're listening...and I know it. Every day you say something that makes me smile. Every day you believe in me. Even you saying that you miss me and want me to come back helps me keep going. Because...I know that somewhere...I'm wanted. And someday...I will be able to be with you all again...even if it's just for next summer. And even if everyone else forgets me....I know you won't. (so we can partay hard next summer...)

    So...thank you Mette. Thank you for just being my friend. I love you soooo hard! I miss you tons. And please, don't ever think that you haven't made a difference...because you have in my life.

    And I will always be here for you. So...feel free to abuse my phone. (it's not even long distance! whoo!!)

    I will see you soon. Have fun at Homecoming! I expect to hear all of the details afterwards...

    I love you Mette!

  • At 10:45 PM, Blogger kikkoBEAM said…

    frig jenesse, ur only memory of me is a terrible one.

    we must fix that.

    right now.
    alright so not right now... but some time.

    i promise.
    i will not rest properly until you have one better one with me in it.

    METTE MY LOVE. i miss you loads and loads and see how much only three people have had to say?

    your just amazing.
    we are so lucky.....

  • At 12:20 AM, Blogger that lisa girl said…

    make this one four:

    so, I know that me and you aren't as close as I'd like, but it's okay because to me, you are still cool. you are awesome.

    one of my favorite things about you mette is that you like, throw random midnight parties or whatnot. and I know that might sound weird or dumb or whatever, but to me it is special because like, the only times I have been to your house and played with you was those times at midnight when there was millions of people and we all had good times. can I just say I love your house?? and what makes it even more cool is that it is YOUR house and YOU are in it.

    and those few times at your house I always left feeling better... and there are few places and even fewer people who make me feel better as the night wears on. I'm glad that you are one of those people, hun! I love you SO HARD!! thank you, so much! :)

  • At 10:11 PM, Blogger The Short One said…

    i missed you sooo much today. i love you mette! i will see you sooner than you think...mwhahhaha

  • At 7:52 PM, Blogger wheatable said…

    I said ass three times. Two were in referance to mine. Ha ha ha


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