So its a new year

So its a new year again and I'm in the final part of my last year in high school. I really enjoy the beginnings of new years. I always seem to be able to keep up with my goals but something is different. This year I feel like I've made goals but I'm already too far behind to keep up with them. I must say this years party was nothing like the one I went to last year. I was very happy to hang out with my friends that have gone off to college. (thanks brittany, it was a blast) Sara I have to say to you though this year was very different without you to party with. I missed the fact of us dancing around your basement to aqua and having everyone look at us funny. Also I enjoy the fact that we acted drunk and made things seem 50 times more funnier. You know I didn't even get a new years kiss this year but I did get a wonderful new years hug from Brittany T.
I can't help but think about last year and how many things have changed since. Its weird to think I was out all night hitting on random ugly guys just to see if we could get free food. I can't believe that I went hot tubbing in some random persons back yard at 3 in the morning. This new years seemed so different and yet similar to last years. I mean I did stay up all night. I got to listen to aqua. I guess I felt something was missing and I know what that something is....That something was you