going crazy

Wednesday, June 08, 2005

leaving canada

today is the day that I leave canada and head back home. in ways it is extremely sad and in others its kind of a happy thing. even though problems have happened back home and my grandpa past away I still wouldn't give up those things. I noticed that they really mean a lot to me because they are my problems to learn from. This trip has given me the time I needed to realize that. Its been wonderful to see everyone here because I love and miss the people here when I dont see them. I get to go home and miss them just as much again and even my new friends I will miss but I noticed that I miss my other friends at home so much. I dont know what I am going to do when high school is over and everyone goes their own ways. I know that some of my friends are already doing it but next year is the final thing for me and all my friends my age. its going to be crazy to not see them almost every day.
on this trip I am sad to say that we didn't do anything crazy... like jump into random peoples pools or even peoples pools that we know. I am amazed by how much the people here do in school. I have never seen so much work put on teenagers all at the same time. its extremely crazy and at this point in time I really hate it. I hate it because it took away from more play time with everyone but I guess that is part of life. you win some and you lose some. I am so happy that I had the chance to see everyone though because that is something that really meant a lot to me. i am not sure if i will be coming back again and that is so sad to think about but all I can do is be happy and greatful for the time that I have spent here. Life is crazy and crazy things happen but its good to try new and different things. If this post doesn't make much sense I am sorry because I am writing this at 4:30 in the morning and I am just a little bit tired. To anyone from canada that reads this post and saw me thank you so much for taking the time to do that because it was so wonderful to see you again or meet you for the first time. to anyone that I wasn't able to see while i was here I am really sad that I didn't get the chance and hopefully some day I will have the chance again. I love everyone so much from canada, utah, and we can't forget cali. (shmoo I love you) I have had the chance to miss everyone and no matter what I guess I am always going to miss something but that isn't such a bad thing after all. well I think I have blabbed on enough so I end this post right ...........about................................................NOW.

23 Comments:

  • At 6:51 PM, Blogger The Tricky Taco said…

    Hey Mette,
    It was nice to see you again even though I didn't really spend much time with you, it was still wicked cool to see you again. I hope things are well down there. One thing I hate is missing, I always wished that everyone would just stay where they were and we could all just be friends forever, but Ive begun to realize that you have to let go sometimes. If we all didnt go our seperate ways we would never grow and experience the thing that will make us who we are supposed be. But Still I do hope someday that we will all be able to gather together again sometime and share each others company and good friendships we had and will forever have. So I guess On this note (ill just say its an A# for kicks) I'll leave you with this little song quote. " Make new friends but keep the old some are silver and some are gold" I hope You have a great day! and keep on rocking in the free world my hard rocking amigos!

    Chris

     
  • At 1:53 PM, Blogger The Short One said…

    Awww...Mette...I love you. I'm glad your back home though. Call me and we will FINALLY finish our package to Shmoo.

     
  • At 6:35 PM, Blogger kikkoBEAM said…

    awe mette i love you
    and i miss you
    and i SHALL come to see you

    you are so great, im sorry again how ur trip here was so boring, but im glad u can appreciate all the work that they make us do now.

    though im kind of upset that you found my nerd side... but we can still be friends, right? lol
    love ya

     
  • At 12:42 AM, Blogger shamae said…

    heyyy, I LOVE you. "I long for you".

    p.s. yes, may I please have that package? I would love you extra.

     
  • At 2:47 PM, Blogger boobies said…

    mette i missed u extra and i know wat ur talking about on the high school thing cause i always get stuck with knowing i'll be left behind when everyone leaves on thier big adventures but life has to go on and one day we'll all meet again i love all of you (even those of you in canada mette talks about u lots so i feel like i know you)

     
  • At 3:09 PM, Blogger The Short One said…

    Haha...Shamae...your probably never going to get that package! Mette and I are slackers to the MAX. You will just have to COME OUT HERE in july and get it yourself!!

    Mwhahaha...I'm BRILLIANT.

     
  • At 3:14 PM, Blogger shamae said…

    duh, jenesse. i would rather NOT get that package EVER than go out there for one more fabulous trip again. duh.

     
  • At 3:17 PM, Blogger The Short One said…

    dangit. dangit dangit dangit. I feel so...unloved. Shamae!! Don't u love me?? i wanna seee youuuu!!

     
  • At 11:50 AM, Blogger Button said…

    you know we could always just go and take the package to her.that way we would get to see her AND she would get the package she has been waiting for. shmoo I'm sorry that jenesse and me both slack so much but its summer and school was gay when it was still in. HOW do we find the time? I dont know but I know we will sooner or later.

     
  • At 7:39 PM, Blogger i love you said…

    hey babe!!
    almost done high school FOREVER!! yess, i am SO excited...
    i miss u like crazy and thanks so much for talking things through with me yesterday, it made me feel a lot better :)
    i wish i had loads of money and then i would come to Utah to visit u but i have to save this summer
    :( maybe on one of my holidays *daydreams*
    i wish u were with us without school cuz it would be a par-tay--and we would do lots of cuh-razzy things...DO IT, hope to see u again someday..SOON..hehe
    love u tonz!
    me

     
  • At 5:02 PM, Blogger shamae said…

    that's just it.. WILL I ACTUALLY SEE YOU?


    huh?!

     
  • At 8:36 PM, Blogger kikkoBEAM said…

    hmmmmm

    well i miss you alot now
    thanks for making me NOT have a hernia about my exams
    ur the best

    yay
    well i have to go study/fall asleep
    good think i set my alarm
    HAH!
    love you and i hope i get to see you soon my dove

     
  • At 12:06 AM, Blogger Button said…

    Chris it was so awesome hanging out with you. hopefully we will be able to have a even better chance to get to know eachother because you rock my friend.

    Jenesse we have to party it up soon because I freaking miss being around you.we have to figure out a very sneaky way to either get shmoo here or go there. going there sounds funner to me though.

    Whit I wont leave you behind I promise. I just have to figure out how to get out soon. so hopefully there will be away for you to get out the exact same time as me.

    Jenn I am happy that I could try to make you feel better. if you want to talk some more just tell me and I would be more then happy to do just that. It looks like the partying will have to wait awhile until we are able to see each other again

    shmoo of course you would SEE me and I would SEE you. that is just how it would have to work. It better be soon or I will be really mad.

    Sara your going to have to tell me how the studying went and if it helped on your exams at all? you were freaking out pretty bad. So I hope your day goes good with everything that is happening.

    I love you all so much.

     
  • At 5:01 PM, Blogger boobies said…

    ok mette we'll do that cause i'm so sick of being here and i don't want to be left behind

     
  • At 10:54 AM, Blogger Button said…

    ok but if you do get left behind you have to understand that it isn't our fault. everyone splits apart when high school is over and Iknow it sucks because you have two more years to go. still don't get mad at everyone if they start to make plans to leave because that is part of growing up. Its not always fun but its something that happens. besides you dont know what migth happen in the next year or so.

     
  • At 8:56 PM, Blogger The Short One said…

    HAPPY BIRTHDAY ON FRIDAY METTE!!!!

    I LOVE YOU SOOO HARD!

     
  • At 11:02 AM, Blogger Button said…

    hahahah I wish my birthday was on friday but REALLY its on sunday. mwh hahahah. thanks though for telling me happy birthday. at least I know you care.

     
  • At 6:19 PM, Blogger shamae said…

    whatever jenesse, you didn't know. :oD

     
  • At 3:00 PM, Blogger The Short One said…

    heyyy....my last comment died...dangit....i feel so....jipped....

    and shamae...shut up....don't make me beat you....i did too know!!

    don't mess with these guns!!

    dun dun dunnnn...

     
  • At 2:53 PM, Blogger shamae said…

    I TAUGHT YOU ABOUT THE GUNS!

    "I have used these methods many times....and the will not be used against me...."

    punk. :p

     
  • At 3:11 PM, Blogger The Short One said…

    yes shamae...this is true...but i perfected the guns....

    mwhahahaha...

     
  • At 6:45 PM, Blogger shamae said…

    ....

    you didn't perfect the guns! You've never even seen the movie yet! lol gosh...

     
  • At 12:10 PM, Blogger wheatable said…

    oh... doobie.

     

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