going crazy

Saturday, December 11, 2004


I never really noticed how much things can change in just a seconds worth of time.I also never noticed how much can change over an amount of time.Why is it when you are little life seems so great and you dont have to worry about anything? Why is it that it seems as you get older things just keep getting harder?Is this just me of does anyone else notice it too? It seems like we have to stand up for what we believe in more then ever and that we need to show people what we are made of just so that they wont walk all over us.Even if we are younger then some people it doesn't mean that we can't do great things too.Do people grow more judgemental as they get older or were they always like that to begin with?Why is it that you always have to be some many years older just to do the next cool thing?So many different things and how much of it that keeps changing is amazing to me.What will happen next?...


  • At 8:39 PM, Blogger shamae said…

    psh... I love you. Hey, Button...How did you get so cool? No, like...tell me. I miss you, so...hard! I miss you SO hard. lol. I'll see you in February, dang it.

  • At 8:57 PM, Blogger Button said…

    I should be asking you how you got SO COOL!!!I think I miss you more because your super coolness isn't here anymore.I miss you way more.

  • At 10:33 AM, Blogger kikkoBEAM said…

    hey mette yah change happens alot but i guess all you can do is "go with the flow" i mean its not like we can escape it or anything.....
    when life give you lemons...

    but anyhoo check out stevs again me and my mom posted somehting that its funny. we wer going to make refernce to the differences in his calf size but tahst just plain mean so yeah hahaha

    MISS YOU SO BAD love you

    p.s. my mommy said HI!!!

  • At 10:36 AM, Blogger kikkoBEAM said…

    oh and we worte the one with the dollar signs too

    scandalous i know lol

  • At 1:33 PM, Blogger Brynifred said…

    Button, I am with Shamae...how DID you get to be so cool?!?! craziness...I also wanted to say that there is something we can do...Change WILL happen but depending on how we react to everything, the change could be good or bad. So dont give up trying to change things, just keep trying to change them for the better like you always do! I love you!

    Shamae, I am with Button...how did YOU get to be so cool?!?!? absurdity....

  • At 3:02 PM, Blogger Button said…

    Shmoo you win all coolness EVER.
    Bryn you are so smart...I jove you.
    Sara tell your mom I say HI back...I miss you so much and I can't wait to see you.I like the lemon idea I might use it.mwh hahaha. Right in Jakes eye...I mean *shifty eyes*I would never.

  • At 6:22 PM, Blogger kikkoBEAM said…

    you should
    and then run away.

    and blame it on cam.


  • At 6:49 PM, Blogger Button said…

    why do you blame cam?
    OK I blame him too mwh haha

  • At 5:34 PM, Blogger kikkoBEAM said…

    im not sure why i want to

    but it would be fun to see jakes reaction to having cam squuze lemon juice in his eyes. i wonder what he'd do

    .. actually come to think of it i dont want to know what hed do thats scary.

    so you can just squeeze and run away and he can be left in confusion as to where the lemon juice in his eyes came from.


  • At 6:20 PM, Blogger Button said…

    haha I think I would like to see what would happen if cam did it.even if he doesn't I will blame him and see what happens. mwh hahahah.*shifty eyes* he will never know.it will be a great plan.the makes me happy and then I will skip away while he is in confusion.


  • At 11:19 AM, Blogger shamae said…

    Hit cam, too. I think the confusion will be more on Cam than Jake. (who totally deserves the lemon juice in his eyes)

    Button, you are cooler.

  • At 11:39 AM, Blogger i love you said…

    hey hunni!

    i loved our chat last night...and THE plan..u ARE so cool *wink wink* omg life is so hard, and school sucks, and people like steve make it EVEN more frusterating then it should be, i mean HONESTLY!! get over it! hes like obsessed with mormons...(i think hes still obsessed with sara...moihaha) sorry sara...its ok just squeeze lemon juice in his eyes, THAT will teach the queerball :) hehe
    anyways im sooo excited for when u come, we will have TONS of FUN :D :D :D :D
    love you

  • At 7:46 PM, Blogger kikkoBEAM said…

    man it definately seems like there are many people who deserve to have the lemon juice squeezed in their eyes... and consequently they are all guys


    i think we should just squeeze lemon juice in all guy's eyes jsut incase they evr piss us of. better safe then sorry i always say.

    ok i dont, but maybe i WILL!

  • At 10:06 PM, Blogger Button said…

    Shmoo I will do that to cam... like this *hit* *run away/skip*....YOU are way cooler then me.

    Jenn I love the plan we came up with.It will be the best thing EVER...we just have to figure out how to make it work still.Mwh hahaha...We are so evil and cool.

    Sara I like your thinking...lets do put lemon juice in all the guys eyes just so if they make us mad we can be like hahah I put lemon juice in your eyes and you couldn't do anything about it.

  • At 1:31 PM, Blogger i love you said…

    hey hun!

    school is finally DONE for the HOLIDAYS! sweet! :) im so HAPPY...we're all going to a dance tonight and it will be fun..i wish u were here so u could come too...but ur coming so soon so it will make up for it, YES! ok well i will tty soon hun


  • At 2:27 PM, Blogger Button said…

    You guys are so lucky.We still have 3 more days of school.I am dying from it.ahhhhhhhhhhh.I will be there so soon though its crazy.I have a school dance tonight but I might not go.I hope you have a blast at yours.I love you

  • At 8:31 AM, Blogger kikkoBEAM said…

    it was so much fun with our human scrabble game and all.... it was werid tho casue the place we went to all teh girls dressed up like in prom dresses and there we were in a skirt and a shirt 3X too big with letters on the front....

    haha all the girls wer giving us evil glares all night.. we think its either csaue all their boys were all hanging out with all us night (HAH OUR HOTNESS CONQUERS ALL.. lol jk) and they were just jealous they didnt think of our witty shirt ideas.... either way, SUCKERS!!! AHHAHAH

    well when u come we will go to... aurora *wink wink* and we will show you how we have a REAL good time here .hahahahha wow anyways i miss you SO BAD and i will see you SOOOON and thast just enough to make me go CRAZY enough to um.. i dont know but i will do somehting insane and out of character and then i will report to you what you made me do


  • At 10:51 AM, Blogger i love you said…


    YESS last night was so fun! we were THE-most-hated-girls-ever...haha it was really sad cuz like all the other girls OBVIOUSLY spent like hours getting ready in their prom-style (no joke) dresses and curled up hair and then theres us who spent like 10 mins in our t-shirts and like jean/sweat-skirts...stealing all the boys...CLASSIC! haha omg im so excited for u to come..GOOD LUCK SURVIVING THE LAST FEW DAYS OF SCHOOL!


  • At 5:48 PM, Blogger kikkoBEAM said…

    jenn really it was like 5 minutes for me and manda casue chilli was too important to miss... hahahhaa

    but yeah it was fun and mette i wish there was a dance while your here.. i think there is one on new years, but my PAR-TAY is then... and its going to ROCK YOUR SOCKS OFF like mad.. like youll be like
    "dang sara where are my socks, your party is so cool they were blown right off my feet, how peculiar..." hahahha

    well MISS YOU SO BAD and ill see you SOOON!!! AHHHH!

  • At 11:59 PM, Blogger Button said…

    Hey babe I miss you a lot too and that really would be fun to have a dance when I am there.I am kind of thinking about the trip and I am not so sure about the whole thing.a lot of stuff keeps confusing me and I dont really understand what is going to happen and if by me going I might just make things worse.Anyway I love you tonz and miss you SO much.

  • At 9:52 AM, Blogger kikkoBEAM said…

    holy cheese and rice mette if you are even considering not coming i think i will come all the way there and drag u here by your ear (which would be VERY painful so i suggest that you come... OR ELSE)

    if your talking about whats happening between you and jake, please dont decide not to come casue you guys arent working out. thats silly!!! we can avoid him as much as you want and i dont want the fact that jakes being an jack-bum to you to make it so i cant see you.

    i miss you SO bad and you have to come. the only thing that would result from you coming would be excited-ness and happiness and good fun times that you will cherish forever! DONT DEPRIVE YOURSELF OF THAT METTE!!


  • At 11:26 AM, Blogger Button said…

    I dont know I dont think I will fit in very well.I'm just not sure about a lot of things right now.Becca and I talked last night and I am not sure about like anything at all right now.I will think of the children...I love you and miss you

  • At 10:49 AM, Blogger kikkoBEAM said…

    fit in very well my bum
    thats a load of crap if i ever saw one.... thats right i said it.
    BECCA JUST WANTS YOU TO STAY THERE!!!!!!! JERK! (jking love you becca.. if u ever read this)

    man u love midge and me and u know a couple guys her already why wouldnt you get along with ppl here... i only hang out with cool ppl like you've met so far so stop worrying about it.

    heck i was nervous to go there too... but i was ok.. and you will be too..... PLEASE come... :(
    i wuv you!

  • At 6:57 PM, Blogger i love you said…

    u are SO coming! u have no choice WHATSOEVER!
    haha fit in? i love u so ur ALREADY in haha...no worries ur awesome, we're all awesome its all good...dont be all sad, think of the "plan" hahah anyways if u need anyone to talk to i know u dont know me really well but im here for u if u need ANYTHING!
    love u

  • At 1:50 PM, Blogger Button said…

    Thanks you guys(gals).I will go up I just need to fix up some things and then things will be great.
    Jenn our planned was ruined someone told him I was trying to play him.Oh well I dont think i would have been able to do it anyway.
    I love you both and miss you louds.

  • At 12:40 PM, Blogger i love you said…

    SOMEONE TOLD HIM! hahahaha thats about the funniest thing i have heard all week...who would tell him? thats gay, oh well, yeah well at least he knows that he deserves it now...im so glad ure still coming, itd going to be tons of fun... dont be SAD! love you :)

  • At 12:45 PM, Blogger Button said…

    I dont know who told him but I guess its better that we didn't do anything to mean.now I just wonder who I shouldn't tell things to anymore...hmmm.oh well.I love you and will see you soon

  • At 5:58 PM, Blogger i love you said…

    hey hun!
    it wasnt me i promise! i wonder who would tell? thats weird...how many ppl knew even? oh well yah its good we didnt do anything too mean *shifty eyes*...lol, anyways im goin to watch a movie...see u soon

  • At 6:28 PM, Blogger kikkoBEAM said…

    ooo i know who it was jake told me last night when he was half asleep.... hehe i am so sneaky!
    FREAK mette i bought napolean dynamite and i watched it a total of 3 times yesteday.. one with my parents (i bet u can just imagine my dad enjoying it... lol) next with mike and jake and a third with jake and mand

    tho they both fell asleep. jerks.
    well no i dont care i got to enjoy it all on my lonesome.. HEH
    ooh i think midge is here to pick me up love you ttyl

  • At 11:16 PM, Blogger Button said…

    Aw dang it good thing I didn't get that movie for anyone geez.jk.I would like to know who told him if you dont mind telling me.

    Jenn we will find something else to do that will be just as fun as what we were going to do.

    I love you both and see you soon

  • At 6:05 PM, Blogger shamae said…

    I love how you post like once a month then the comments continue the whole time and it's usually you, sara and jenn saying stuff like..."haha remember that one time?" and "yah, let's do it again, WHEN I COME TO CANADA!" and "I love you guys so much and can't wait to see you again". iz coo'

  • At 7:45 PM, Blogger i love you said…

    hey hun!
    and it IS COOL! comeon now..u just wish u were in on it all ;)

    i wanna know too sara...SPILL IT! haha omg it snowed like a mother last night and my brother and i had to shovel it and it took like 2 hours JUST for the top (this is at a very fast speed) and i KILLED my back and thankfully the guy across the street did the bottom of it with his tractor...it was crazy...yeah there will prolly still be big mountains of snow when u come...oo im EXCITED...miss u, love u



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